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Thursday, October 30, 2008


At first wan write story 1... but a bit sian haha... I know the story is kinda boring now but hey it's the intro! U can't expect the characters to use magic and fight like a pro in the intro right? It will get exciting later!

Anyway, today the chinese exam still okay la... i think... Lol... After exam i got CDC meeting and germany trip meeting. Whoa, the meeting very long. In the end i become medical officer for germany trip somemore. Me and my big mouth, saying i am from CDC. -.-" Gonna spend lot of money on this trip T_T

Then after the meeting, we four guy plus enhui go Mac eat lunch. We treat enhui eat Mcfurry (is this the correct spelling?) Then we all go home. Well nothing much. Tml we still got clean energy lecture... Need wear smart casual... Geez... Xiong哥 ps us say tml cannot go... Heh...

End off here. Bye!



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Wednesday, October 29, 2008


A cool pic! ff13 for psp. Good Luck for all taking A level Chinese tml!!!



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Sunday, October 26, 2008


The name of the main character of the final fantasy 13 versus is out! You know, the blue hair guy at the top of my blog. Yeah, that him. His name is Noctis.

The personality of him is finally revealed! He is said to be confident but shy. Just like me!!! Haha. Okay maybe i am not so confident, but i sure is shy. I so going to like this game. In the scan i posted below, show him with another girl, named Stella from another country. They both can see the "Light" i have no idea what that mean. The guy feel shy with the girl and don't dare to look at her eye to eye and often act as if he is leaving. Not because he don't like her, but because he is too shy to be alone with a girl. Before Stella leave, she said" Today I seem to get the power from the light. So I have the courage to talk to you now," with a smile. They later happen to be enemy due to the country they are in but they are unwilling to fight each other. Oh ya, Noctis is a prince btw. Noctis really remind me a lot of myself expect that i am not a prince. Lol.




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Saturday, October 25, 2008


I don't feel too good today. Thinking about too many stuff. Save it for later. I blog about today stuff first.

Today, we 7 people go plaza singapore for outing today. Me, wj, kw, cz, enxuan, enhui, yiqi 7 ppl as usual. Anyway the guy eat at jp first at "longball" first before meeting the gals whom we later meet at the entrance of jp. Then we go plaza singapore. Super tall la. We kinda scam by the gal as they go take lift while we are already at the escalator -.-". 7th story high leh. Still need walk a lot somemore. But we make them wait for us by visting the shops at 7th story until they call us. Haha.

Then they want go watch high school musical 3, which the guys don wan due to high cost. As for me, I feel it like kinda sian. So, we spilt up. Go the zone X as cz wan play the "zoom,zoom,zoom" game. Which the people are already playing and we wait for, like 1.5 hours, for one people to finish playing. wth. They all so rich la. 1 game 3 dollar leh. Such a waste of money. The people play for few hours!! Imagine the money wasted! Anyway in the meantime kw and i play photohunt and in the 3rd game in which all 4 of us play, we get 4th! haha. kw named it as eyecandy. Then cz go play the zoom game and use 8 dollar i think.

After that kw go buy jj new album. Then we meet with enhui and yiqi as enxuan go already. Then yiqi go take bus and left with 5 of us taking train. As usual, they try to umm... what word to use?? sabo? Anyway they try to make me and enhui together in the train but kw happen to be with us while the other 2 go another part of the train. Cunning. Then kw say he very bright.

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Aww come on. We are just friends. i think...haha... Don't make things awkward. Soo tired now. No time say about the stuff i that i am thinking just now.

Okay i say a bit here. Just now i have this thinking, Why am i here? Why i exist? I actually exist. I can feel the water flowing though my hands and actually in a body. Think about it for a while. About having consciousness. But the scary thought will be, What happen if i do not exist? What happen when we passed away? Do we fell into... nothingness? Or we exist as spirits? When i try to imagine that if i do not exist, it kinda bother me. Why are we here? Is this some kind of test? If so, a test for what?

Also, it also strike me that how a simple mistake can affect our entire life. Just one choice you made, one thing you say, one action you made, your life can change to good or bad. I admit, i... have made some choices which i regret even now. The thing that we always say is "what if". I am sure many would like to have the power to turn back time and undo our mistakes. But we can't. We can't. We can only walk forward, never backward until the end. But what is the end? Death? Or something even further? I do not know.

Fate always like to play trick on people. Like we might have a crush on some people but they are not your true love. The true one might be right in front of you but you never noticed. Learned this when i watch disney channel just now. lol. (kim possible advisement and a movie called princess something, forget) Often, it may be too late, when the true one left then you realize. Ahhh... love... A strange feeling. It is source of suffering and sadness and at the same time source of happiness.... Like a double edged sword...

*yawn* too tired. wow long post. Wonder why i write such many "crap". Well some people think it as crap. Some people call it the search for wisdom. I feel it is a mix of both. haha. Good night.



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Friday, October 24, 2008


Yo!!! Notice something different?? Yeah! The last last post change colour liao. Why? Because it contain my darkest secret!!! Have i tempted you all?? Mhahaha... Try to read if you can to discover my secret. And spoilt your eyes at the same time!!! MHAHAHA.... until you know the smart way of course. Heheheh... :P

Okay. Enough of that.

Today we have op without any laptop. Wah, i am so dead today. Forget what to say as i need to see the slide to know what to say. The teacher ask the question oso quite hard! But today i know how to answer his question somehow and he say we improve. Yay! Then after op we discuss about going outing tml. With kw,wj enhui and enxuan. We talk super long la. Then we say go port canning or ikea. I seriously prefer ikea la. Port canning is like... uhhh.... -.-" Lucky now deceided is ikea!!! We eating lunch together at 12pm. All are welcome! :) Ask wen jie for detail if u wan go.

Just now see kw posts for this year. Very fun! Say don kno what his hair is eiffel tower la, collapsed la, don like the "I-E-" teacher la. And wow, he get emo a lot of time this year, say will retain la, wan go poly and NYJC la. Umm, sorry kw. haha. U don mind right?

Last time the photo super funny la. Taken from kw blog. The wj hair. Hahaha. Yes yes i look funny too, just cut hair.
We even act like L with the pockey. The way wj eat the pockey is like..... HAHAAH... Ahh, bring back memory.




Okay, enough for now. Bye!!!



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Thursday, October 23, 2008


Today still okay la. YRR didn come because of high fever and sore throat. Which mean no war today! Yay! We won see YRR anymore as no more her lesson liao as Monday is holiday. Oh ya, reminder to all of you. Remember to do the online test we pay for $15. Or not you will pay for nothing. Remember arr. Lol. The test even got ask AP GP questions. Which are piece of cake.

Modelling the pig for the GAME factory. NOT GAY!!!! Here the high poly one.


Not bad right??? Created using 3Dmax.

Well gtg. Show u more of my other work next time!



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Wednesday, October 22, 2008


THIS IS THE MOMENT YOU ALL ARE WAITING FOR!!!!

THE CONFESSION STATEMENT ABOUT uknowwho

*drum roll*

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1

She is ONLY my friend!!!
Hmm, are you disappointed?? Haha.

Sooo, why am i saying this in my blog you ask??

This is because, some people, *Cough,wjczkw,Cough* seem to make it a point that everyone get the wrong idea about me.

Just as what someone has said to me today, *Cough,kw,Cough*. Sry, bad cough today.
Now, where am i? Oh ya, someone say Everybody already know about it.

Now, i gonna say it once and for all to prevent anymore misunderstanding.
I only treat her as friend.
Uhh wait, i just said it twice now. lol.

U all are really making me awkward leh. Now i talk to her also paiseh leh. Don think crooked arr, think straight.
Sigh, i just make the blog more personal than i want it to. Starting to feel that i shouldn write this post after all. No hard feeling i hope btw...



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Tuesday, October 21, 2008


Whoa. Long time didn blog liao. Kinda busy this few days. Today just go to the Medical center for checkup. Wait super long! Very bored. Heh, KahWang seem emo on sunday. Ah well. Didn go out with them cuz of some dumb checkup to get a freaking short letter! Wow just receive sms that Kahwang they all just reached home from their outing... Ah. Feel kinda jealous. Stuck at home doing nothing useful because of some BLOODY CHECKUP!!! ARGGHH!!!

.......... Gonna calm down......

*breathe in and out repeatedly*

Much better. Lol, took me a while to figure out what word to use to describe the checkup. In the end, i think of a certain teacher and use bloody. Guess who?

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I still feel............. nvm........ :(

Just that at home like nothing to do la. Half dead already.

Quite cute right?

A void in my heart that i cannot remove myself but someone else can...
-Bernard



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Monday, October 13, 2008


A scattered dream like a far off memory,
A far off memory like a scattered dream.
You have become a scattered dream which i can't reach,
And soon will become a far off memory.

-Inspired by Kingdom Hearts 2



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Friday, October 10, 2008


Ah. My friend say the prologue lot of grammar mistake. Sorry!! I wrote it when i am in sec 2 so it will be a bit lousy. Just read for the content, i too lazy to care for the past tense and everything. Lol.
Let begin! Last time when i sec 3 i wrote Felix as a typical good guy. Now i decided to change!!

Elemental Master
Chapter1: Felix
Man, what a bad dream! With the dream still fresh in my mind, i staggered of of my bed and slammed the alarm clock which woke me up. After dressing up, i walk toward the mirror and see a striking handsome young man with longish jet-black hair with a cool spec and brown eyes looking at me. Yep, that me. Seeing myself make me forget that troubling dream for a while. After tidying my hair, i started to walk out of my room satisfied but another thing hanging on the wall force me to stop. It's a calendar. Today is 28th of march. My birthday. No, our birthday. The birthday of me and my long lost twin brother. Ah, he is the goody goody guy. We always quarrel and fight together from young to teen. Always. We always have something to fight about. Like when he ask me to do my homework. Or when i eat his sweets. Or when i give him a shock of his life. The list go on and on. Whatever. I don't really like him. At least when he is around. When he is gone last year, i somehow feel... empty. It almost seem that i lost half of myself...

"FELIX! Come out quickly or you will be late for your school!" The shout of my mum woke me up from my daze. School. Hmph. Who care about school. The things it teach is too easy and boring. I can score a ace with my eyes closed. Still, i am glad that my mum distracted me from my daze. I don't want to wander any deeper about my annoying brother.
"Relax mum, you are going to get old quickly if you get angry over such small matter." I reply with a evil smile as i walk out of my room when i get hit by a gush of water which i fail to dodge.
"Good morning. This is your birthday gift. You will go to school in this manner" My mum said with a smug smile and she is holding a pail.

"You are finally getting more smarter than before," i countered. Damn. I predict that today will be a bad day.
To be continued...

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Thursday, October 9, 2008


Lol... Today is still okay. YRR didn come today!!! YEAH!! Then today got the op. Mr Goh, in short, say we very lousy. Of course he didn like this say la... But then it the main idea. That why Mr Goh didn ask question as he wan us to improve on our speech. Ah, mine is special case as i got doctors' letter for my speech, but i didn look at the ppl. So nervous, first 1 to talk and so many ppl some more!!!

Yesterday arr, very what leh. Let me tell you. First is quite funny la. We saw jun xian and enxuan come back after shopping. Really look like couple lor!! haha. Then they got buy a lot of toilet paper. Wenjie say their children shit too much so need a lot of toilet paper. LOL. Then the cz arr, nothing to do take george's hp type I Love U a Lot and actually send it to enhui cuz he press wrong. -.-"
Then we wait very long the enhui like no reaction. Next, we say wan go cookie hse sit but then inside lot of ppl so we sit outside. After some time, enhui finally see her phone and she wonder who the guy is as she don have george's number. Asking around, she finally realize that its from george.

Then hor, george send another message that it is from me. Then enhui shout over say don play liao ( i think, i forget liao haha) and turn very sad or you can say emo la. Wonder why???
And i still don know that george say it is from me!!! I thought he say it from cz!!! Wah!!! GG!!!
It after sometime then george or kahwang say its not cz then i know!!!

Argghh, forget it. I am a forgiving guy =)

















Some funny pic!!! Add this pic as i feel that the blog very empty.
Ah, just remember. Today a bird step on my bee hoon. -.-" The auntie very good!! Rejected my money for a new plate!!



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Wednesday, October 8, 2008


Another bad day again. Hotmail crash cannot access. Still need blood test. Not to mention the prank George play on me. -.-" Tml got op somemore. Still got YRR war tml. The write everything good about yourself so hard to write. Go dentist already now teeth pain. Truly one of the worst week!!!
Geez, i too shy in school... must change liao!!!



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Tuesday, October 7, 2008


Man... Not in good mood today... esp in the afternoon... Bet no one know as i keep smiling...
Ahh, my tag board is still as empty as ever... can someone tag? lol...

Heheh, Cz jealous with me just because i pick up something for someone. Grr. Just visited kah wang blog. Only just realize!!! But then okay la. Not too bad. But he is still going to die tml! Mhaha!! Talk bad about me huh...
To do list:
1) Write the script for op
2) Need go for blood test
3) Practice talking for op
4) Get money from father for germany trip
5) Do the "Write everything good about yourself like you are the best person on earth"
6) Write chapter 1 of my story
7) Most impt!! kill kah wang!!

Wah, so busy!!! Gtg!!
........... just receive jun xian message about the teeth and tongue fact...
Add 1 more to the to do list...
8) kill jun xian!!!
Haha... jkjk...



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Saturday, October 4, 2008


Elemental Master
Prologue: The Dream
It all began with a dream. I saw a world that is more beautiful than any part of the world. No pollution. Clear blue sky. Freedom in the grass field. A forest full of different colour that change colour at different angle. Birds with such large number that it cover up the whole sky. The birds' feather, much like the leaf of that forest, keep changing colour that it seem that the rainbow is moving around the sky. I saw a white castle floating in the air with many banners and guards with silver and black armor stand tall and proud guarding the castle. As i flew around the another world in my dream, everything seem peaceful.

Suddenly, the sky darken. The village burned and the people are screaming and running for their life as the undead and monster scurry after them. Balls of fire fall down from the sky and brought destruction to the world. Then i saw a young man wearing a dark cape with hood that cover most of his face walk calmly toward a army of monster alone. However, i could see a pair of determined and keen eyes which i found strangely familiar. In his steady hand is a long dark sword that is beautiful and yet terrible to behold. I feel a mighty and powerful presence appear and a loud voice echoed in my head " THE TIME IS ALMOST HERE. PREPARE YOURSELF! YOUR HELP IS NEEDED! " With a jolt, i woke up from my sleep. Panting heavily, i sit upright and look out at the full moon outside my window, trying to clear away the strong feeling of unease that refused to go away.
To be continued...

Character so far:
Name: Felix
Level 1
Weapon:???
Magic Control: 0
Magic Potential:???
Strength: Weak ( compared to a warrior)
Speed: Above average

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Hello!!! Back from the boys camp which i only slept for 1.5 hours and still alive!! Ahh... NS will be even worse.... It is also the first time i bath in a girls' toilet! :D haha. A bit want to watch Secret as the CZ and George keep talking about it. Nah... Not now... Need to do the OP... So sian...

Okay, Let start with the prologue of my story, Elemental Master.



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